He has difficulty with food, always eating too much and making himself sick, never willing throw any out, even if its expired. Some of the ideas were originally by my friend SleepyNostaligia. Get out Please consider turning it on! After the destruction of Vulcan, Spock adopts a young Vulcan girl in memory of his mother. However, the memory of Spock insulting his intelligence still smarts, and helps him compose himself. Jim was adopted at age 7 by Winona and George Kirk, after Jim was rescued from Tarus. A love story. Is that true? "Captain Kirk, Doctor Jones is ready for you," she said as she pushed a button. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Jim wakes up and sees a dirty, lost child. Please consider turning it on! just changing into his nightclothes when he heard his door slide open from an Couple's counseling sty Spock is a half Vulcan-half human entering his third year at the star fleet academy. Now stranded aeons away from the nearest beam-point, they must somehow make it back to the Enterprise, before the ship leaves them behind (which wont happen, because Spock wont let it, but they dont know that). Hes fifteen and watching eight other kids turn their pleading eyes on him and vowing to keep them safe and alive. Note 1 : The first stories will start slowly because I want to familiarize myself with this universe. My apologies, the Vulcan says, stepping aside and gesturing for Kirk to enter the classroom. The danger has passed, the war is over, and while traumatic memories linger, their Captain and Commander in particular are ready to accept some brightness into their lives. The other is where Jim and Janice Lester switch bodies, but Jim (as Janice) and Spock have sex and Janices body gets pregnant and then once the kid is born, Jim comes and takes it away from Janice (who didnt want it). Spock barrels on. Five weeks later, Captain James T. Kirk received and urgent message. "Telepathically, Ensign. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. However, it keeps catching up to him. Language: English Words: 6,720 Chapters: 1/? I'm looking for anything with Kirk/Spock, hopefully longer fics and preferably in the reboot 'verse but anything will be good. June 2015 #JustWriteIt challenge. Hey, Spock, I was wondering if sometime you wanted to, You seem to have difficulty concentrating in class, Cadet Kirk. James Kirk is fourteen when he is captured, and he welcomes death. And married. He doesnt want to yell Its not logical, yet Kirk seems to insist against all reason to be his friend. The Vulcan could feel his child move and he could sense soft whispers of the child's limited brain activity underneath Jim's emotions. Theres nothing he can do to escape the Vulcans intense focus once hes set his mind to something. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. Characters: James T. Kirk, Spock (Star Trek), Leonard "Bones" McCoy, Sarek (Star Trek), Nyota Uhura, Montgomery "Scotty" Scott, Hikaru Sulu, Pavel Chekov, Saavik (Star Trek) . When Kirk, Spock and Sulu decide to help out Starfleet (and the Admiral trying to court-martial them) by posing for a calendar, Uhura saves the day - well, at least she wins the fights. Hes ecstatic and motivated, his nerves only fanning his verve to excel. forcing him backwards until he hit a wall. Firm hands grab his shoulders, jerking him until he meets Spocks eyes. Youre not listening to me, are After careful calculations, Cadet Kirk is obviously the superior choice. Can be read as Alternate! Spocks brow furrows in confusion for a moment, before recognition clicks behind his gaze. Drabble on Jim getting turned into a Vulcan due to a transporter malfunction. He doesnt believe in leaving people behind without doing everything he can to save them. Why do you assume so little of my regard for you? Spock asks. This is the story of how she puts it back together again over the years, with a little help from people who love her. Jim decides to adopt one of them. It's like inception! Captain Kirk, Mr. Spock, Dr. McCoy and Mr. Scott beamed down with Lt. Mary Sue to Rigel XXXVII. He feels like he hasnt healed at all. Spock knocks on his door, and Kirk is so distracted that he grants him entry before he can think better of it. sidenote: Im awful at summaries but give it a read if you like the tags ig! I wont have it. James Kirk is abandon by his mother after being rescued from Tarsus by a passing Vulcan ship. Unfortunately that involves three months. A quick little story on love. Kirk shrugs. He pulled it free and turned it over. He places a hand on Spocks shoulder instead. Written for the Kirk Spock Big Bang 2013. Rated: . After encountering an alien with reality bending abilities, said alien turns Spock into a full blooded human, and Kirk into a Vulcan. His Kirk can taste his breath. Ever since he was a child Spock was bullied for being different, and it would be completely illogical to think this year would be any different. Jim Kirk had never fit in. Spending time with James T. Kirk is very similar, Spock imagines, to entering the event horizon of a black hole: as a casual observer, you are unaware you have been caught in its gravitational pull until it is too late to do anything about it. But a year later, T'Pring and Uhura die in a tragic shuttle accident when they come to visit, leaving behind their six-month-old daughter, Edelweiss. This tag belongs to the Additional Tags Category. As he pours through the intricacies of Kirks being, he discovers that Kirk believes, however illogically, that Vulcans are his saviors; the ones who pulled him from hell. A malfunction during transport causes some surprising side effects. scandalous wink. first officer, striding towards him with his head tilted down like a I am no longer your TA, so it is unnecessary to call me sir.. He now stood in a dry and barren landscape, made of dust and abandonment. Completely isolated. 3rd person limited POV from Kirks perspective. I thought Vulcan James T. Kirk was just too much fun. Awesome list! His corpse had been found. Thats why he gave you the recommendation. Kirk can only nod. Zarabeth was not used because her character was 5,000 years in the past. ), 'You feel nothing! (Kirk/Spock, first time, mostly-canon-AU, happy ending!) Any fics where Jim and Spock have a child? Cue green card marriage. Jim becomes a dadslowly but surely. Because Star Trek Into Darkness featured Khan, a well known, TOS, villain, I am writing Into Light to feature at least two TOS villains (three if one were to count Sybok as a villain and not just a well-meaning moron that goes about things in the worst possible types of wrong ways) and a lot of secrets get revealed.. He knows his eyes are glistening, and he stares at Spock with open adoration, unable to mask it. I highly suspect an assassination attempt.. Her grandmother was Vulcan, but she secretly married a human and had her father. He appears genuinely shocked that Jim has just answered in the affirmative, eyebrows furrowed and hands clasped low behind his back as he does when he's thinking. But for Jim, still broken from the events of Tarsus IV, David was just what he needed to pull him out of his rut. Pressing his fingers to Kirks psi points, he finally submerges in the most beautiful mind hes even beheld. He hurts everywhere. The Balance of Things Jim has a half-Vulcan child and Spock slowly falls in love with both of them. So to see his own longing reflected back at him isstaggering. Spock was 1/2 Vulcan, his father is Vulcan, his mother is human. and launches it across the room. By: Kavery12. Spocks, not seeming to notice when Spock shivered at the touch. calm, piercing gaze. An AOS take on Saavik's backstory. I do not own these characters, a Uhura struggles with Spocks blonde bomb squad. (So you can think of it as Leonard Nimoy and William Shatner if you really want)Hope you enjoy it & LLAPComments and Kudos are very much appreciated! It was fact. Perhaps on our next mission you I like the sneaky grampa willie/tpau mashup. :), Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (15), Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) (25), Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies) (1), James T. 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How could someone as charismatic and passionate and luminous as James Kirk care for someone like Spock? Carol Marcus, possessed of a young son and an engineering degree, was asked to help in reverse-engineering parts of the drill Nero had dropped into San Francisco Bay. Baby Lars gets changed in the car. Kirk will do anything to protect the boy. Or so she thought. CHAPTER ONE HAS BEEN REVISED!! borg, species:romulan, species:vulcan, theme:abuse, theme:academy, . He tugged a fresh black The fic is a Parody of a Self-Insert Fic in which Lt. Mary Sue, a fifteen-year-old half - Vulcan, single-handedly saves the Enterprise before dying a tragic death. He feeds them bitter roots and berries, steals from camps when he can, and takes none for himself. With Khans blood coursing through his veins, James Tiberius Kirks life has been extended for several decades. The Sun Will Also Rise is really good, about kind of hating spock!jim and me-want-jim!spock with the vulcans taking over the humans >.>, I've read both of these and they are utterly fantastic! Captain Kirk is abducted by slavers during a diplomatic, First Contact celebration. override. " The Vulcan tilted his head respectfully. Spock is in love with Jim. predator. Deck Four breach has been temporarily sealed. Carol does not. Alright, Mister Spock, lets have it, Kirk sighs. The Vulcans in Star Trek have been portrayed as extremely loyal and logical, but there have also been members who have been incredibly petty, cruel, and ethnocentric. They are children too. words were lost when Spock collided with his chest, gripping his shirt and at his best friend, but he will if it means being left alone to wallow in his But now when he starts bumping into his First Officer and feeling a jolt every Earth, the final destination. I simply have no intention of doing what you Hes a different person now, stronger and capable of finding joy in life, though he still wakes up in cold sweats from the nightmares, and refuses to speak about what happened to him. Are you alright? no-doubt witty retort when a convulsion wracked his entire body. With a This all may be woefully unfamiliar (and fleeting, he remembers with a pang) but hes determined to enjoy it while it lasts, so he joins the table and pretends to steal a piece of Jos bacon, revelling in her indignant squeak and Bones bark of laughter. The only means by which to properly exercise the scientific method in this matter is to experiment on ones own child, which is by its very nature morally reprehensible.. In the wake his panic receding, Kirk feels drainedsad. When Kirk gets bitten by some alien creature, venom makes him sick with hallucinations and fever. I should have told you a lot of things.. Please consider turning it on! James T. Kirk Speaks Vulcan Pirate James Kirk has spent his entire life on the ocean. This version includes "Forty-Five Hours in Riverside," the mini-sequel. Spock Or will his past lead to self-destruction? He's out of control!" McCoy cried, but Kirk was already bracing himself against the commander's shoulders. I can assure you the effect is quite the opposite, sir. Spock tilts his head to the side. It wouldnt be the first time Kodos has tried to kill him. I didntI was alone, and cold, and he, he. But after years of desperately searching, he finally gives up on his search. From the day Spock met his future captain, he assumed the regard he felt was one-sided. By Phyona (ao3) (and another victuuri ficlet by me). Help a lady out. Work Search: It is inappropriate for me to address you as anything other than Cadet Kirk, the Vulcan says. dress image01_look019eveningdress:african dress: Glad we could help each other :). Spock was the only one who appeared unruffled, his forearms resting against the edge of the table, his long fingers steepled. Commander Spock attempts to dismiss a strange sensation at dinner, but Captain Kirk, desperate to help, insists that he explain. And not beautiful like the girls he dates. An encounter with an Orion slave ship brings with it an unexpected gift. Recovering quickly, she sprung the lock with her hairpin and they all got away back to the ship. His face must be beet red. Embarrassment sparks anger inside him, an old defense mechanism. learned to avoid this by now, Kirk sighed, amusement crinkling the corners of his The authors summary says that this is the second of a series but its the only fic shes posted. He keeps moving forward, advancing, building a reality for himself where phantoms cant hunt him anymore. Now he doesnt think hes ever going to forget. sure youre in 304? Victor asks. These Simple Feels is a star trek fic rec blog focused on the pairing Spock/Kirk. In the summer of 2262, she died. arm around Yuuris waist, Victor cant explain the tingling flutter of warmth Or, What If Kirk Met Spock Before Jim didn't have the chance to finish his sentence before finally succumbing to the effects of the poisonous gas. Joanna spends a week at the Academy. This is a fic about Jim accidentally running into them and then them all reuniting. Spock frowns, and Kirk wants to kick himself. In the summer of 2262 . has no idea how he ends up being the one charged with guiding a plastered Yuuri you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. Is this going to be an ongoing problem?, Because if you believe you can pass this course without a maximum level of focus, you will not last long in Starfleet Academy.. James Kirk is thirty-five years old when a Vulcan becomes the love of his life. kirk with vulcan child I am trying to find the story (star trek 2009 au) where kirk has a half human/half vulcan child that is his. Can he learn to stop running and face it? I dont have days., If youre implying you wont survive He He first has the pleasure of meeting the infamous James Tiberius Kirk, son of Commodore Winona Kirk and hero George Kirk, when the cadet appears in the advanced testing room 8.7 days prior to the start of the upcoming semester. should seek friendship from a local lacking neurotoxin., I fail to see what aspects of your this affliction, Captain, I might not. Predators lurk in the shadows. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. Aka desperately pining!Victor is canon and also all Ive ever wanted. But when he steps into his first course, Astrophysics, and collides with a tall, slender figure, his world grinds to a halt. He turns. But between Jim, who is still deeply traumatized by the disappearance of his son, and Spock, who carries with him, despite the years, the uncertainties of his childhood, everything is not so simple.They will have to learn, against all odds, to become fathers. Spock will do anything to recover his bondmate. One shot. Mallory knew, didnt he. 26/02/2023 . After everything theyve been through, is it true that Spock would choose to let Jim set the charges and die with fire inside the volcano? Sorry that I couldnt even beat fucking J.J. this time? One thing Leonard knows he's not good at: relationships. So were you.. They may have save the Earth and Pike together but they can not seem to work together on normal missions. But when a new opportunity arises, will he be up to the challenge? I also remember a later scene where Jim, having lost an ear, is given a surgical replacement in the shape of a Vulcan ear. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10. James Kirk is eighteen years old when he sets eyes on a Vulcan for the first time since Tarsus IV. Now, an offer is made by Captain Pike that Jim does not want to have to refuse- join Starfleet. and Pike lives. Post TOS S3x02 "The Enterprise Incident". Welcome aboard, Captain, Spock says, the picture of formality. Tags: character:jimkirk, genre:slash, theme:daddy!jim Subscribe Recent Posts from This Community Something inside him cracks, a flood of repressed memories pulling beads of sweat from his skin, dizzying him. wrist, demanding his attention. He feels the frigid wind of Tarsus IV on his back, the sharp pain of stomach acid eating through his guts. Fanfiction for readers who love Star Trek! Kudos: 1 Hits: 39 Catch a Hint by USS_Genderprise AOS Pre-STXI Academy era close-canon AU. Come nightfall, things that go bump in the night have Kirk on alert. These visions are rarely pleasant. James Kirk is eighteen when he makes his first Vulcan friend. It seems that Mr. Mallory is responsible for your admittance to Starfleet Academy, despite your inconsistent academic record. When the ship's CMO and his mate adopt him his life is taken from chaos and given the stability that he's always craved. Spock had explained the urgency in getting Maggie McCoy to the healer: the longer her mind and body remained separated, the more difficult it would be to rejoin the two. Spock never expected anything more. My name is Spock. His Vulcan bondmate couldnt be more grateful. Kirk didnt, at least, or Spock knew hed be pulsing He regrets the words the moment they come out of his mouth. He stops fighting. Yuris It was a Terran-style bear, and one that had been well-loved from the multiple repairs along the seams. James Kirk is thirty-five years old when Kodos the Executioner dies saving him. His soft hair, his blue eyes, his selflessness, he's the only thing Spock can't suppress his feelings for. I have no intention of taking your position away from you, not for this, or anything else. It left Spock to re-evaluate what he had with his captain and the events leading to the moment. What they didn't anticipate is the Romulan Commander getting taken with Spock and the ship going critical. that's how you know that you care. He grunted with the impact, the breath punching out of him. Kirk feels like an animal backed into a corner, like a little boy, scared and hunted by other little boys with guns. "Wacoal believes that are women were created to be beautiful,", tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, James T. Kirk/Leonard "Bones" McCoy/Spock, Trigger warning: implied childhood sexual abuse, Romulan Commander (Star Trek TOS: Enterprise Incident). To think, the star of his night terrors; moonlighting as a Shakespearean actor. Scifi Takes place after 'City on the Edge of Forever'; a dying Captain Kirk is brought to the planet Vulcan where he is healed by a young woman with secrets of her own. Jones smiled at him as he waved in. So when he ended up being Querl Dox(Brainiac 5) again it wasn't really a surprise. Work Search: I dont need anyone to protect me. Jim is an extraordinary human. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. After the Stripper Pole Banquet Incident, Victor guides drunk!Yuuri back to his hotel room. Kirk blinks up at them when they draw close. His body devours what remains of muscle when fat runs out. James Kirk is thirty-five when a Vulcan pulls him from Tarsus IV for the second time. He stuffs his PADD into his bag and rises to his feet. Captain, you need to let me protect you. Spocks voice is more aggressive than Kirk has ever witnessed. All extraterrestrial life know the risks of getting too close to earth, and considering humans are currently content staying on earth Spock and Kirk find themselves accidentally married, and set off to the homeworld to get divorced. A sudden need to flee bursts within him, to escape this humiliation, and he tries to pull away. Joy that is damn near painful bursts in his chest. By Phyona (ao3), for plaidshirtjimkirk, who gave me my first experience with this wonderful fandom by being sweet, supportive, and welcoming. James Kirk is thirty-four when he stops trying to banish his feelings for Spock. Didnt deserve it. Spock Looms over feeling all the heavy emotion trying to suppress it as best he can avoiding another explosion. of Kirk Prime and McCoy Prime. While Captain Kirk recovers from an injury, a worried Commander Spock acts a little strange at his bedside. Or: Local captain realises he wants to adopt his navigator while trying to Not Die on an alien planet. Kirk has tried, and failed, to hint at his desires enough times to know they arent returned. Kirk blinks. Jim doesnt believe in no-win scenarios. Everything Kirk believed about the past and the man who caused him lifelong torment is distorted. I think And don't the most interesting things happen when you're bored? Yuris anger flares. From red to green, now he's Vulcan. Jim has almost no memories of that time, nor do he have any memories of his biological parents. (As part of the alternate universe from my fic 'Cherished'). Kirk was about to deliver a Its clear that hes done his research, that he already knows. on the tricorder. He feels stupid, and rejected. the locals, Kirk grit through his teeth. Become everything his father had been and more. He flexed his fingers against He'd been curious about her people, her culture, the half of him he didn't know. How foolish of you. Kirk shot him a playful glance, totally at So the only question really left to ask is whether the fleet is ready for two Kirks and theirdetermination to be everything they possibly can be. He allows himself a single moment of pride that he never gave in to the madmans charisma, never let hunger break him or make him take up arms against another child. James Kirk is fourteen, and he will never see another year. He kicks a bench, A smirk curls the corners of his lips. gripped his shoulders and held him steady until it passed. I think this one might be a 5+1 fic but Im not sure. He had experienced grief over I-Chaya's passing, yet he cried now for a reason he could not explain. Deck . Hes so tired, raw, and hes burned for Spock for long that he cant fight it anymore. Spock wont let him. When Kristine is asked to be the medical assistant for an old flame, Doctor McCoy aboard the Enterprise, she finds herself making new friends and finding old ones while on inter-galactic adventures. In which Jim pops another sort of question, and Spock needs time to think. For both Im not sure what sites theyre on. And yet, he cant deny the resemblance between the performer Karidian and the man who slaughtered four thousand people in the name of preservation and eugenics. Table, his nerves only fanning his verve to excel see his own longing reflected back at isstaggering... 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